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I got rather ^#&$ed off at WoW last night, which was probably actually a good thing in retrospect (although it was extremely embarrassing and made my ego sore at the time, lol). Breaking the illusion of the game being a random happy obsession paradise was probably a good thing, because I have managed to wrestle back a bit more of my 'former' life again. I don't necessarily say 'better' though, because it still involves me spending most of my free time ensconced in front of a computer- just that it's dA on my screen instead.
So I did some rather belated housekeeping of paper-adoptables this afternoon, and somehow ended up actually looking a bit more closely at my message inbox. And replying to stuff. Getting caught up reading random things, people's journals, taking a look at new deviations, replying to stuff... it was actually kinda nice. And it feels natural, normal... and here, there are friends. Lots of people I can get along with, and even if people are almost strangers I feel perfectly comfortable talking to them. dA feels like home.
Yes, I was/am obsessed with WoW, but in some ways I was content to let that obsession run its course (as if I had any hope of doing otherwise), because WoW was so different to anything I had ever experienced before. I always *wanted* to see what a multiplayer online game was like, always wanted to share a gaming experience with more people than just my lonely self... but at the same time, it was also a good 'social' experience in general. Getting to see what the people in other places are like. Learning to deal with people who aren't necessarily so kind or patient or understanding as many of the people I know on dA. Or learning how to just grit one's teeth and ignore some random puffed-up arrogant #$*$ yelling obscenities at their own team... people who seem to get #&$#ed at just about every little thing, blah blah. WoW is/was cool, but in the end I realise that I can be more of myself here rather than there. In retrospect, I realise that in some way I was trying to pretend... some sort of defence mechanism, I suppose. I enjoyed it, but was not fully myself.
I suppose another thing is the sheer amount of experience needed to get from level 70 to level 80. I simply can't spare the time to do that and nothing else. Uni has started once more, and I've barely done a shred of extra study at all. Last night was #&$#ing annoying, but I'll accept it as a good thing to be forcibly made less obsessed with WoW. I don't know where things will go from here, but I know there can be no middle path. Either I play it obsessively... or not at all. That's just the way everything is with me; moderation is a foreign concept to me. >__<; But, we will see.
For now, I am content with the way things are.
So I did some rather belated housekeeping of paper-adoptables this afternoon, and somehow ended up actually looking a bit more closely at my message inbox. And replying to stuff. Getting caught up reading random things, people's journals, taking a look at new deviations, replying to stuff... it was actually kinda nice. And it feels natural, normal... and here, there are friends. Lots of people I can get along with, and even if people are almost strangers I feel perfectly comfortable talking to them. dA feels like home.
Yes, I was/am obsessed with WoW, but in some ways I was content to let that obsession run its course (as if I had any hope of doing otherwise), because WoW was so different to anything I had ever experienced before. I always *wanted* to see what a multiplayer online game was like, always wanted to share a gaming experience with more people than just my lonely self... but at the same time, it was also a good 'social' experience in general. Getting to see what the people in other places are like. Learning to deal with people who aren't necessarily so kind or patient or understanding as many of the people I know on dA. Or learning how to just grit one's teeth and ignore some random puffed-up arrogant #$*$ yelling obscenities at their own team... people who seem to get #&$#ed at just about every little thing, blah blah. WoW is/was cool, but in the end I realise that I can be more of myself here rather than there. In retrospect, I realise that in some way I was trying to pretend... some sort of defence mechanism, I suppose. I enjoyed it, but was not fully myself.
I suppose another thing is the sheer amount of experience needed to get from level 70 to level 80. I simply can't spare the time to do that and nothing else. Uni has started once more, and I've barely done a shred of extra study at all. Last night was #&$#ing annoying, but I'll accept it as a good thing to be forcibly made less obsessed with WoW. I don't know where things will go from here, but I know there can be no middle path. Either I play it obsessively... or not at all. That's just the way everything is with me; moderation is a foreign concept to me. >__<; But, we will see.
For now, I am content with the way things are.
I live!
Time flies... I can't believe it's almost been five years since my last journal entry. I have been distracted by both my studies and WoW, but many things have changed this year and I am headed in an entirely new direction. I enrolled in a Certificate III in Visual Arts at TAFE which is a 6-month course finishing at the middle of this year. I am enjoying this very much, however I think I would prefer not to pursue a career in the arts as it is too uncertain and I prefer to make my art on my own terms. Instead I am considering enrolling in a Bachelor of Computer Science with a focus on software engineering. However, I should still have enough f
Finally, an update.
It's been a long time since I last logged in, I know. One could say that a *lot* has happened during this time, although the main reason would still be that I have been spending 95% of my free time playing World of Warcraft. On occasion I find myself drifting out, thanks to my non-WoW playing friends.
Thanks to Famarii (https://www.deviantart.com/famarii) I discovered a highly amusing blog by the name of "Hyperbole and a Half". I spent quite a bit of time tonight laughing my way through the entries, and hisuikousei (https://www.deviantart.com/hisuikousei) also introduced me to a nifty dragon animation that perhaps many of you have already seen, given its age and the number of favourites it has already accumu
15.3.10 Shiny adoptables update
Wow, I'm on a roll here XD
Anyhow, so things are getting pretty busy over here with uni and such, my timetable (not necessarily of classes but 'extra-curricular' stuff) is kinda scaring me for this week. ^^;
Anyway, journals are not fun with just massive blocks of text, so instead I will talk about shiiiiny adoptables lol :P
Firstly, I'd like to introduce you all to the newest member of my ever-growing adoptables family:
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He is a gift from AdoptaChirimo (https://www.deviantart.com/adoptachirimo), I love their adoptables :heart: And he is so sparkly and rainbow-y too~ n__n He gets to be named after something med-related because too much med stuff is floating a
Update
Time flies so fast...
It's hard to believe we're already in the fourth week of semester. WoW really does make the days fly past... ~__~
(As you can tell, that previous... "incident" did not deter me from playing for long.)
But I doubt you all want to hear more about that time-parasite, and I have saved (most of) you by splurting out my WoW-related ramblings on facebook instead.
Anyway, so some of you may already know that I was part of the publications team for the medical students' society at my uni last year... basically, just taking everyone's articles and putting them into a (hopefully) nice layout for their quarterly magazines. But w
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Oh, sigh. I have some friends who are INTENSELY addicted to WoW. Late for everything. Like my ginger friend, Cody, who I'm pretty sure needs to go to WoW Rehab. I understand its addictiveness but I've glad you've overcome it! 8D It's good to have you back
Oh, sigh. I have some friends who are INTENSELY addicted to WoW. Late for everything. Like my ginger friend, Cody, who I'm pretty sure needs to go to WoW Rehab. I understand its addictiveness but I've glad you've overcome it! 8D It's good to have you back